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Monday, February 25th, 2008
9:37 pm	DnD stuff Yeah dnd was kinda fun today. My warlock is awesome I manage to kill something on my own and it felt good. And I didn't die at all in the game. But I dont think I shall be playing anymore because really I hate playing with Kevin I hate Kevin a lot when he is playing it makes me feel like I dont want to play at all. He thinks he is so bad ass and his character is so awesome he thinks he is god when he plays the game and he thinks he is so much better than anyone well guess what Kevin I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!! I may not know much about DnD because I never played a table top RPG before I have played the computer version of DnD and sorry if I dont know everything about DnD. I also hate it when he says do this and do that and your not doing this right and blah blah blah. Kevin hear me out I don't care alright I am never playing DnD ever again but you know what at least I dont think I am god in the game or treat other players like crap when I kill something in the game I feel happy because I did it on my own strength. So Andrew if your reading this I am sorry but I am not playing DnD anymore not as long as Kevin is around sorry but I do hate Kevin a lot. Kevin and also I lot Yu-gi-oh so stop making fun of me because I play it I like it and its a fun card game and you know what I would kick your ass in it because like Andrew said I am damn good at playing the game. If I would count the number of duel's I have played it would be this wins-200 loses-7 so stop making fun of me I am a top duelist and I am proud of it. Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 10th, 2008
7:31 pm	About Ikkicon 2008 By far it was a good con I give it a 4 out of 5. But a lot of things got me feeling sad and mad. So here goes. All the stuff that was bad. 1. I fucking hate people that are drunk so much. They wanted to have a party in our room while drinking and I was like "Oh fuck no your not!" so me and a few friends made then drink outside. 2. Cons are about having fun and meeting people and just having fun. Cons are not about getting drunk and hitting on girls thats what a lot of the people in our room were doing. 3. Pretty much the people that were drunk in our room just sucked the con spirit out of me and made me just not want to go to anymore cons ever again. 4. Andrea seemed to not want to hang out with us at all that kinda made me feel sad because well we are her friends and she just didnt want to hang out with us at all. 5. W makes me very angry he was the one that wanted to have the drinking party in the room. Oh and Jimmy I am sorry but I really hate W and I got a lot of reasons why I hate him. 6. Trying to get some sleep at night was impossible. 7. Dont know if I am going to another con with those people ever again. Sorry guys but I didnt have a good time at all. Current Mood: disappointed (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 30th, 2007
11:21 pm	Felt little uncomtrable today yeah I did. I went to visit Andrew and master today. And well Masters mom told the story of how I hit master car a long time ago and I mean I didnt really want to hear it and I didnt want anyone else to hear it. I mean I felt so scared and felt bad after that whole car wreck thing. And I mean because of me master would have be late for her graduation and I felt so scared after the whole thing. Thats why I wish she didnt tell the story I really wanted to leave the room. I did pay for it because well I felt bad and I didnt want master to have a busted car. Master if your reading this I am sorry but I did feel uncomtrable. (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 27th, 2007
10:35 pm	Heh new years is coming and I got stuff to say heh its been so very long since I wrote in my journal. But anyway here goes. Well new years is coming up and yeah I dont have many things that I am thankful for its been a horrible year for me and a lot of people know why. But I am thankful for having my friends and just pushing forward as hard as I can. But anyway yeah I talked to sister like a few minutes ago and she said she has a boyfriend now. ~sighs~ its like everyone I know has a boyfriend or a girlfriend and I just feel like I cant get anyone. Heh last girlfriend I had cheated on me. ~sighs~ I wont ever find love no matter how hard I try every girl I had has hurt me and cheated and other things. No matter how I try I always feel left out. And I hate people that say this "OH there is someone out there for everyone." I hate hearing that so much so very much. Oh well hopefully this year becomes a lot better and to all my friends out there thanks for helping me and being my friends I cant do it without yall so thanks everyone. Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 26th, 2007
9:29 pm	Man I worked so much!!! yeah god I am worn out. I worked 36 hours this week man I am worn out tot he bone. But I am very happy about afest. Also I wonder if I made master mad or anything because she doesnt sound happy. And if I did do anything wrong I am sorry. Man I feel like I could just crash right now in my bed and sleep for alike a million years. But anyway yeah I am happy I am going to afest with master its going to be fun just liek it used to be:D!!! so GO AFEST WOOT!!!!! Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 7th, 2007
2:56 pm	We need more people for Afest!!!! Yeah we need more people!!!!! So far we got like three. So if anyone would like to go let me know please. Current Mood: excited (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 31st, 2007
11:02 pm	Freaking guild in WoW pisses me off!!! Yeah I freaking quit the guild I was in I hate the new guy called voodoobush who runs it. He demoted me because I was only level 36. Well first of all I was in that guild when it first started and also I was the one that helped make that guild grow. I hate high level people because they think they can control all the low level people they think they are high and mighty. ~sighs~ You can never find a good guild like they used to where everyone got along and it didnt matter if you were low level. Current Mood: angry (Comment on this)
Friday, July 6th, 2007
10:30 pm	Man Fourth of July was fun and funny!!! Yeah it was I went to my friends house and we had hamburgers and hotdogs and lots and lots of fireworks. Lol and one of my friends got really tipsy she was saying funny stuff and talking really loud lol. There was this car next to us and we waved at them and then my friend rolled down here window and yelled "Please fuck me!" I laughed my head off it was so damn funny. But we had fun with the fireworks and just having fun. We took a lot of pics and also. Man I had a great time. Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 9th, 2007
8:49 pm	A-kon was damn fun!!!! yes it was very very fun!!!! Although the first day sucked but I am not going to say why. I got to see Master and Andrew that was awesome wish I could have spent more time with you master I am sorry I didnt we just had a lot of things going and there was an accident that I told you about. But anyway the second day rocked.I got to play against the creator of the Bleach card game and I beat him I was like WOOT!!!! Also the Dealers room was huge very huge I was like wow!!! I got some of the stuff I wanted but I forgot to get some stuff also. The Bleach photoshot was awesome I got to meet a lot of new people and also some people that remember me from last time. I am glad I got to walk around the con alone William was driving me nuts I swear that guy can talk a storm. Ughhhh and also William kept calling me and calling me ughhhhhhh that was annoying. Man some of the cosplays were awesome I mean wow Kamen Rider batman the bald guy from Bleach witht he freaking huge bankai man so many awesome costumes. Although I did get kinda mad because we could not play PS2 in the room because the TV didnt have those cable thingies. But hey I had fun and so did everyone else and JIMMY YOU MAKE AN AWESOME JEDI!!!! Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 25th, 2007
9:06 pm	Oh man bad news!!! Yeah me and my family are moving again. Which means I got to pack everything again ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I hate moving because we got so much stuff. But good thing we got must of the stuff in boxes. I am going to buy those big plastic containers to but my dvds and other stuff. Man it sucks because that means I wont get to help sister move. And we got to be out of the house by the end of June. But we are going to still be living here in San antonio. Lol seems everyone is moving out in June. Oh well that means after A-kon I got to get busy packing a lot of my stuff after I buy some of those big plastic containers. Oh well at least things arent to bad. ME and my family can pack things up really quickly. Current Mood: rushed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007
9:57 pm	Tell me do I bother yall to much? Sorry just feel sad a little Yeah I think its cute how a girl would travel so far just to see a guy that she likes. ~sighs~ wish a girl would do that for me but heh I have bad luck with girls always. I wish my wish would come true I want a girlfriend so badly someone that would love me for who I am. But anyway enough of that I wanted to ask my friends all of you a few questions and please answer them truthfully. So here goes. 1. Do I bother any of yall I mean am I annoying? 2. Do yall think I am cool? 3. What do yall think of me really? 4. Do yall think I am a loser? 5. Do I make any of yall happy and laugh? 6. Do any of yall wish you never got to meet me? I mean like do any of yall regret meeting me? 7. What about me is the best thing you seen? 8. Do you think I am a bad or good person? 9. What about me do yall like best? 10. If yall could do anything for me what would it be? Please answer my friends. I just feel bummed out a little. Current Mood: depressed (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007
10:15 pm	Feeling good about the con and also a few other things. Yeah I am so happy about A-kon I cant wait I am so happy I am going to have at least 500 dollars of more for the con finnaly I am goign to have enough money for the con and not have like 150 dollars or less. Also I know who I am going to be for the con I plan to be bankai Ichigo and I am going to look bad ass. Also I on WOW I am glad I found the staff I wanted so badly for my warlock and I am glad to see our guild is getting bigger and bigger and we rock in PVP also my warlock is leveling up nicely once I get to level 40 I shall do the quest to get my mount. Also I love doing WOW with Marzgurl she is fun to play with and she does a really good job with her character. Man the only thing I want to know is how the heck those people on WOW get the ingnesia I think I spelled it right? Also I know what I want at the con. Man I cant wait its going to be so much fun. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 4th, 2007
1:14 am	A few things about me. 1. I hate fighting I fight only when I have to 2. Dragon Ball Z Shall always be my favorite anime and Bleach 3. I am Mexican even though I do look white 4. I know marital arts 5. I am real good with games I have beaten every game I buy 6. I love gundam action figures and models they are my weakness lol 7. Marzgurl is a good friend of mine we know each other since high school 8. I love getting into new games like horror clixs and other board games 9. I been through 7 hard relationships 10. I am a ghosthunter 11. I read every ghost book in elementary and middle and high school 12. I am a very friendly person and like to have fun 13. I love my sister-sama because she is awesome 14. I do think alot of the past which sometimes yeah makes me cry 15. I do get made easily if someone talks bad about my friends or hurts them 16. San San was a name my old friend Angel called me before she died 17. I never like seeing people cry or be unhappy 18. I can speak three languages Spanish and English and a little French 19. I like playing wow 20. I got to meet Jackie Chan in person 21. I love bowling its one of my favorite things 22. I love cats 23. I am very much afraid of wasps their sting is bad to me 24. I hate snakes I kill them when I see them 25. I love the lake 26. I think Yaio is gross 27. I do like hentai 28. I love anime so much 29. Ichigo and Goku are my favorite good guys 30. Majin Vegeta and Sephiroth are my favorite bad guys 31. I wish I could be a quest at a con 32. I wish I could run my own anime convention in SA 33. I have mayan blood in me 34. I love my friends very much 35. I think people can be stupid sometimes 36. I like to make people laugh and smile 37. I dont drink a lot and I hate smoking so much thats why they are called cancer sticks 38. Drugs are bad 39. I love driving 40. I work very hard 41. I am single 42. I love the lake 43. I love reading 44. Manga is awesome 45. I own a lot of anime lol 46. I hate golf its a boring sport 47. I love comic book stores 48. Ghost hunters is one of my favorite shows 49. I love playing yu-gi-oh 50. I love seeing new places Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
11:22 pm	cosplay few ideas. Well yeah I got at least a few ideas. 1. The lancer from Fate/stay night 2. Gon from hunter X hunter 3. Monkey D luffy 4. Gene Starwind from outlaw Star Well thats my ideas but I dont know. Current Mood: restless (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
12:46 pm	Do this lol!!! 1. Can you cook? 2. What was your dream growing up? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. What zodiac sign are you? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? 10. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal? 11. What is your favorite sport? 12. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Tell me one weird fact about you. 16. Do you have any pets? 17. Do you know how to do the Macarena? 18. What time is it where you are now? 19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? 21. Would you be my partner in crime or my conscience? 22. What color eyes do you have? 23. Ever been arrested? 24. Bottle or Draft? 25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it? 26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew? 27. What's your favorite bar to hang at? 28. Do you believe in ghosts? 29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time? 30. Do you swear a lot? 31. Biggest pet peeve? 32. In one word, how would you describe yourself? 33. In one word, how would you describe me? 34. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 13th, 2007
11:06 pm	Some good news!!! Yep I talked to my date and all seems good so far. Lol the date we are going on sounds so much fun we talked about it all night long yesterday and we were having fun.Anyway One piece is coming back to cartoon network but sadly I cant get into that show ughhhhhhh its just to weird for me the only cool guy in that show is Zoro. Plus there is a new show on cartoon network I like now and its called Blood Plus a very good vampire anime. Also Bleach is getting so good man is it getting good I love that anime so much. Also I want to see 330 pretty soon everyone at work was talking about it and how good that movie is. Still dont know what to cosplay though lol. I dont sister wants to do any of my ideas anyway so yeah. Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 11th, 2007
11:49 am	I am back after a very long time yep yep. Things have been pretty good my mom got married. Also I been working real hard and making money. Also seems I got a date and hopefully things go well. I am a little nervous but hey;). Also I have no ideas who I am going to be for A-kon I though she wanted to do a hunter X hunter cosplay with me but I guess that plan went down the drain lol. But anyway I out of ideas I may just not dress up as anyone. Well I got plans for spring break and hopefully they work out also. Man I am loving Bleach right now its getting better and better god how I love that anime. Also Blood Plus is starting to show on cartoon network and its a really good anime if its out on DVD during A-kon I may buy it. Also fate/stay night is a good anime and I am glad volume two is out right now. Also I need to get the third DVD of Guyver. Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 7th, 2007
12:30 pm	A little about Ikkicon!!! Okay There were a few bad things about Ikkicon!!! 1. The place was so small and I mean small it was very hard to walk around also there was so many people. 2. Only two video rooms wow lol I never seen only two. 3. Game room was a little small also but the games they were playing were bad ass. 4. Going back and forth to the hotel in cold weather really sucked for a lot of people. 5. The dealer room was packed and I mean packed you could hardly move. 6. I hate W he got drunk in our room and was being a little of an ass. Although a lot of stuff he did while he was drunk was funny. 7. I hate it when W took the bed I already told everyone before I was getting the bed. 8. Megan didnt get to go that made me sad and Mandy didnt get to either darn. 9. All I can really say is I miss Ushicon it was a better con. All well at least A-kon shall be bigger and people have more room to move around. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 6th, 2007
10:17 pm	Man I feel so much better!!! You know what my girlfriend did lie to me she even told me she is never coming down to see me and I do admit that hurt. But you know what I told her this "Your a dumb girl you cant see I loved you so much and you just throw everything away you dont care who you hurt or who you lie to I hope you learn a lesson in life and get a good slap on the face." I told her those words and I feel better because you know why. A person should never lie or hurt someone's heart like that not like she did. I know one day I shall find that girl I know she is wondering where Woody is. I dont know when that day shall be but I hope soon. I shall keep waiting. If I wish hard enough it shall come true. (Comment on this)
7:24 pm	Everything is going to hell and I wish I wish I knew what to do and I wish god would help me. ~sighs~ I want to join the army right now and I really made sister mad. I must be an asshole and a emo like sis said. My girlfriend lied again she said she would see me June 29th and now she is scared I dont know why and now she wants me to come down there and I cant I keep telling her that and she wont listen I got to pay for my car and help my mom. I feel like an asshole because I made sister mad and also my girlfriend wont listen to me. ~sighs~ feel like one bad thing after another is happening always to me. Seems nothing good is ever going to happen to me. Sister I would give anythign to have what you have. I wish for once in my life I had a girlfreind that would not lie and love me for who I am that is my one wish in the wolrd. And sister I am sorry if I made you mad and if I acted like an emo. I deserve a good slap in the face. I love you sister because you always helped me and your always there for me your like a real sister to me. I know your probably talking bad about me right now to Jody and then and I am sorry for making you so angry. Sister if I could do anything right now that would be to say how sorry I am. I hurt a lot right now and I mean a lot I suffred and felt so much pain because of angel I wish you could see that sister. But its alright I dont want to bother you anymore about this. I just want to say sorry and that I wish for you to forgive me. Sister if you dont wantt o talk to me ever again I can understand and if you want to slap me go ahead I am very sorry I dont want you mad your my sis and you always watch out for me. I just wish I was with you right now crying on your shoulder. I am sorry sis I really am. And to all my freinds out there I am sorry if I am a cry baby or a wimp or just stupid I dont mean to and its because of yall I feel stronger. If I ever made any of yall angry please forgive me. I a glad yall are always there for me. Just like I shall always be there for you. I just wish I was a strong as yall are. And I am sorry if I am not. (Comment on this)